monam's Blog

So here it is for today. I heard some people talking about how they voted for the presindent they were so happy with him, now they hate him because of his stupid healthcare idea.  They found out it was not free and is more expensive then it was before.  They found out that they would have to pay for healthcare on top of all their other bills. They wish they didn't vote fo him at all. These are just every day middle class people who have to work for a living, they won't have a government penshion to fall back on. They just have your seven dollar  an hour pay check or lower and working two or three jobs trying to make it.  It was strange hearing them talk about it then they got into how they want to raise the retirement age.  Oh and one guy even  said why don't we just cut everyones paycheck who work in the government sector down to minnium wage and not give them all the benifits they get.  Then they would see what the rest of us is dealing with. 
 

It it June 15/2011 at 3:11 am. when I am writting this. Anyway my grandmother has left Florida for the last time. I know it is very hard for her, because she knows she most likely won't see those people anymore. The ones she played bingo with and so on. It will also be like leaving a peice of her behind. She scattered my granddas ashes at Fort Desoto. He loved it there. I can't imagine her driving that far anymore. She has sold her mobile home and is moving to Ohio. It's cool and it makes me nervous, long story. My aunt is helping her bring her things here. She will be staying with my aunt untill she gets herself her own place.
Another thing is I finished two more short stories, one involving flying cars, talking houses, the other is about a boy who gets lost, lost for twenty years. Finding his way back iswhat it will be about.
So now you know what's on my mind.

It's June 12, 2011 
I wanted to share the reason why I ask some of the questions I do on the part where you can ask questions. It is so I can use the ideas to help me come up with new ides for my stories. However the more serious questions I really do want to know, no joke. Like the first kiss question. Please know I would never use your ideas to hurt you.  I use movies and books I've read to help come up with ideas, my stories may use a line from a movie here or there, but I don't copy them all the way.  Or my stories may remind you of a movie. Every show I watch reminds of other movies I have seen. It makes it tough.  My stories are made up for the chacters I create.  I make up people and then give them there own lives with places 'to work, schools to go to. Real events that can shake up there world.
  I seem to write stories geared more toward adults and teenagers. I don't write about faire's and majic castles and things like that. I don't mind reading those kind of stories I just don't write them.  My stories are using the real world and making it the way I would run it so yes things will be sounding about the issues of the real world. I take the real world and make it a mutch better place to be.  I improve on our world.  
 So there is a bit about my writting. 
 

So this is early morning June 3, 2011 
  i just wanted to explain how my friends are picked on here on ep.  To me everyone is my friend untill you give me a reason not to be, like mean commets to my posts.  I feel like everyone should be friendsif they can be, no judgements made.  So that is it for that.   Out in the real world off this site i have one best friend, being on here is the only way that i am social.     i get to stay behind the computer so I can be the real me. That is what i like about it. This site also allows me to spout off about the things that make me mad..  I get on here to read the stories of others and to see what's going on with other people.
As for what's going on now just sitting having fun. just finding out what is going on. Later my mom and i will make sandwitches and sit at the rest area for a picnic maybe take a walk. Yes I still live with my mom, she is the best, I know lots of others think there mom is the best. Witch to them they are. Mothers are great people and I am no way putting down other moms. i will also be watchig tv as well, funny shows Laverne and Shirley shows. I like old shows, Happy Days, The Commish, The Brady Bunch, Charles In Charge, Webster,Wonder Years, Alf ,and many others.  So there it is my blurb about what is going on with me.

 So here it is. Don't you just love when you are at home and then mom comes home and she is ticked off about gas prices going up. I agree it is really bad. She gets online and reads the reasons for why they say gas has gone up. It gets her more fired up. Why can't anyone do something about gas prices. I was evenold that gas stations are not even supposed to get profits on gas. They get profits on the other stuff they sell. That's why pop,candy and other goods are expensive inside the gas stations. Anyway they are ripping us off. We have to spend so mutch on gas that it ruins the chance of others making a recovery. When gas station owners hear the econmy is ok they jack up the prices thirty or forty cents a day, then when they hear it's bad they just wait and maybe during the couple of weeks it might go down a penny but the chances are slim, most probaly something will happen like a few more jobs came to town and up the gas prices go up.  I think gas prices should be regulated because it is a commodity every one who drives needs gas. They should not be allowed to raise the prices when they want. Now when the price of their gas really does go up then yes charge more.  
The next thing I would like to do is thank all of the people who have become my friends or even just fans of me. Good enough, It's really cool to have a place like this to come and write on. 
 Now the last complaint I hope is the weather. It has been really hot the last few days. I noticed that hot wheather shortens folks tempers, at the store we were in line not even five minutes and the man and front started cursing at the lady in front of him, saying she is taking to long and he needs to exchange his stuff, Don't get me wrong I agree it seemed long but he did not need to throw his stuff down and yell at the lady. He didn't even have anthing that would melt or neede to be refridgerated. He had reached his boiling point I just felt bad for the lady and him. It's weird how weather can affect people's mood.
So there it is for the first of June,2011.

Here it is, there is talk about that I don't like Obama because he is black, that is not true. I don't care what color he is. It doesn't matter where he is from. What matters is that he needs to be helping the Americans. Quit spending so mutch money and quit taking from social security that we Americans pay into.  Obama is always doing things that tick me off.    
 
Now as for colored people I have nothing against them, some of the best people I have met are colored. Infact half the time I forget that they are colored. Some of the brightest people in the world are colored. But I don't care for Obama, Collin Powell would have been better then him.  I do know that white people are not the best,I would never put anyone down because of where they came from or what color they are, it's not that I don't like Obama as a person, he is probally a great person and wonderful father,a nice friend so if he would just stop doing things to make me mad I would like him better, I know he can't just do what I want but there are things he could do different. Over all he is not a bad person, he works real hard and more. I don't want him as presindent . th
at does not mean it has to be a white man it just means some one else.  I believe America could be a mutch better place, chairty needs to start at home, quit sending billions out to other countries,yes send some ,but not that mutch. .Help all the americans who don't have jobs and those who have lost their jobs and ones who have lost everything because of tornadoes and sutch, when the Americans are helped then help other countries, and quit letting so many other mexicans and sutch into our country, they take our jobs and more. It's scary, it was learned in the census that 1 out of every six people is mexican or some other thing. This is America and yet there aren't that many Americans. That does not mean to be mean or anthing I know they need help to but all to come to America. It's funny they all want in America and so many Americans say they want to go where all the money is being sent so at least there is some hope for help.  They have the wrong impression of America. Any way as usual i have spilled the beans untill next time.

Here is the thing today. My aunt saw a story about them making the retirement age up. I forget the exact age. Any way you know bussinesses don't want to hire 70 year olds. They want to make it so you can't get yor social security till then. The government is the one who borrowed social security so now it's low and theycan't pay it back and they all wine cause they can't take more from social security. It's bull crap. The government people should take a pay cut and not given so mutch money. Stop sending billions of dollars overseas. They say that they care about the american people that's bull. The government does not care,they would not do that to the people. What are the older folks going to do? They don't have to worry they won't need social security they will have their pensions to fall back on, what about the rest of us  who work hard a lot of us having two jobs. what if you loose your job at 65 they think you can just get a new job. They don't care . It's almost like they want you dead before you can have the money. That is what it seems like. I'm not trying to be mean but they need to quit messin with social security and pick on some other thing. Why do they send all that money over seas, they need to help americans first being that this is America.  I swear all any one cares about is how mutch money they can make.  The government included, how to raise prices on everything,All America is doing is charging us out of money. America can't afford for all companies to raise prices on everything. I understand that there is alot of things I don't know, But I can tell you, the middle class Americans need help and quick.  There you have it for today.

Let me try to explain what I mean. When he first became presindent he didn''t know anything about the plans for going after bin laden. He wasn't allowed to know anything. So all he did was say ok to keep going after bin laden no matter how he felt. Don't get me wrong I'm am glad bin laden is dead. That man was not even human. No one is if they could hurt any one else . What I am saying is he just said ok, he just comes off as though he knows it all and really he does not, He didn't know anymore then you and I know about what Bush was doing and sutch. It just happened to be while he is presindent that they got bin laden. Everyone says he knew more  then he did. The cia and fbi have already been going after bin laden.  I'm not trying to put down the people who got bin laden. I'm not trying to put down the presindent either. But I don't think he should be given the credit. Some of the credit yes but not all. It's just like if i worked at the head of the company and they had plans how to make it better then I come in and using their ideas make it happen just by saying ok to contiue.  
  My grand father was in the military. He also used to have to breif the cia and others, anyway he wasn't allowed to talk about his work to anyone not even his own family. That's how it is no on can talk about what they do in government work so I know for a fact that Obama didn't know everything, it was using plans from others who told him what was happening is how they got bin laden. As for when they say we the people don't know all that they knew that's true. lWe don't see all the things he is given to make plans happen, but really neither did he. He wen't in knowing as mutch as any average joe.   
 I have to admit that I still don't like him as the presindent. Since he has been presindent there has been nothing but controvery, about healthcare and many other things.  I don't want anything bad to happen to him, I just don't want him as presindent.  The healthcare thing is the clencher though. I know so many people who can't pay their rent and then he adds on now you have to buy healthcare, Well alot of us can't . We shouldn't be forced to buy it either. Why is that he used to say how it would help then he even finds out it's going to be more expensive.  He only talks about what he wants, then expects us to go with him about it and worry more about education. Well we have to worry about it because we can't afford more bills. I agree there are things more important like creating more jobs and helping the econmy. So far has done nothing to help the middle class folks, everything has been more to hurt them. I do admit at first I wanted to like him but I can't like him, they were even saying if you don't have healthcare you will go to prison, Well alot of prisons will be full in less you become gaurds and sutch. Anyway that's about all I have to say. I just wish their were more ways to help the people, for instants why did he bail out the banks, why didn't he give americans a pay off each household and bussiness gets so mutch money then we would have bailed our selves out. Plus we would be helping the econmy more because we would have paid our bills and been buying things.

It is now October,25,2010. 
There is alot to say but where to begin. Things have been busy. The bigest thing is I have been hearing is my mom complain about  Obama and the healthcare issue. It is a pain. I agree with her. It's gotten to where she can't stand to even listen to him. This healthbill thing is dumb. I can't see why or how it's going to work. How are people going to be able to afford healthcare bill. Remember at first he was pushing the bill because it would be cheaper, but has found out it is more expensive. All he has done is make the rates go up. He has no idea what he is doing.  I wanted so mutch to like him but I just can't make my self.  
 A side from that I have been reading lots of books and doing word searches. My favorite thing in the world to do. I have not even talked to my friend for over 5 months. I'm sorry for that. Anyway things have been just ok. 
 I still have to wory about if I have a place to live being that the building I live in has been forclosed on. We know nothing yet. I think i solved one problem with a guy across the street and his bringing his trash to be with ours. I had him stop. there are lots of various things i add to this post so please bare with me.   share with anybody so I guess that's it for now, thanks for reading this bye for now.

So here it is August 6, 2010 
I am siting here writting this, sounds fun right. There has not been to mutch to tell because my grandmother has gone back to Florida.  I will probably have to move soon because where I live is being forclosed on. I rent an apartment just so that is stated. I don't own something be forclosed on.  I am just trying to make it so to speak. I'm like so many others who try to live day by day. I am not the most social person in the world, i do try kind of. Right now i'm sharing this with you all who ever may read this, but I will not post pictures of me on any site including face book or any. I hate my pictures, infact I won't  let my picture be taken.  Yes I do have very lw self esteam. I can blame on my school days I guess. I always get thinking about my school days , they stunk. I had four teachers I liked,the rest of them were horrible. I am someone who hated highschool. I am more of a loner. I have most excepted that no guy would want to be with me at least one who is kind ,loving , and understanding normal so to speak. The only guy who would like me are the ones who would do a tree or anything at all. Then again I have been hurt so mutch that I no longer try to get to know guys. Some folks would tell you different because yes I try to be nice to people. I would not try to hurt anyone's feelings.  If you are nice to me I am nice to you. I don't want to not like people but when your called names or something you just become mean. now that I am a adult so to speak I just stay in my shell so to speak because being out alot opens the doors to my worst fears.
 There are 4 members of my family that I can even stand. My mom being the first. There is alsoa memory of my grandfather, he would be number 5.  he was a special man. He was in the military for a while, then in government contracted work for a while, then he retired, then took me to 46 or so states during the summers then later  started teaching. He was a bright man, a ham. He liked science and math and just loved life. he loved playing the bass. i never saw anyone who wanted to live more then he did. One thing he said when he was so sick was if he had canser in his legs the doctors could take his legs as long as he could still play the bass. He never complained about being in pain. Sometimes I think i would have gladly changed places with him. He wanted to live, I on the other the other hand find that many thing worth staying around for. I'm at the age where most girls are excited they have boy friends and geting married and sutch.  That kind  of thing I guess does not appeal to me. I don't want kids of my own. Some day that may change I'm told but i don't think so. I tend to want to just stay with my mom. I can't handle alot of pressure infact just  being around is enough to send me over the edge so to speak. Well that's depressing I see as I see what I have written.

Well that's what's going on around me. don't get me wrong there are at least 3 things I do like writting stories, word searches, watching movies, and reading. So there it is.

I am back today. I ended up having a good night last night. I was able to help my mom. I would like to say that I feel better about things as of right now. Boy sometimes i just get going about things and don't stop. that's what is great about this, so far people may look at this but they don't leave commets oe way or the other, so it's being sent to space. It works for me.

Anyway today i have been taking my bed apart, it has been sagging and I wanted to know why. In the past we have turned the mattress and it hasn't stopped . I have found out it is the box springs. Not sure what to do. at first we thought it was the frame of the bed so i planned on getting rid of it. I guess I have to get rid of the box springs.  i also plan to dust my room. then will be watching movies.  Oh yes a couple weeks or so my grandmother will  be coming to Ohio from florida. That should be a good thing but I am not sure.  

 the other thing is I want to learn more about Julia Child and Paul child. They had very intresting lives.  To bad I didn't know before the movie Julie and Julia. I am reading her biography right now. It is really good. it's really neat reading it. I would also like to know more about Julie Powell as well. Has she written any more books things like that. I must admit that I can't cook, Hearing about some of the stuff turns my stomach. i like to eat meat and sutch but can not watch some one making food. Like lobster thermadoor. I happen to like all animals can't watch them be killed even to feed people. I'm very mutch like Steve Irwin, Bindi Irwin, and many others who want to protect animals.   I like alot things, it's hard to choose witch I like more. Oh well.  One thing I don't like is the healthcare plan, what happens for the people who don't have a job, and now be required to have healthcare. We can't afford Mcdonalds but have to pay for healthcare. In fact my phone is about to be turned off, we don't have cable, moms car is running on fumes and soon we have to come up with $750 or something each for the two of us. You know the government may help some but not all of it. I have news for him I can't even pay 50 cents. Maybe we should make the presindent pay for his house and not get free things treat him normal remind him what it is like, maybe cut some of the pay that goes to high government people.  when he is no longer presindent and has to work and every thing is not given to him he will see what a stupid thing he did. For me I don't give a rats behind of the promises he made to some states, or his title. That means nothing to me, he is just Brock Obama. Just because he has a title doesn't make him better than the rest of hard working people. I don't mean to soud mean just about him, it's like that for everyone, cops, firemen, presindent, doctors , lawyers and so on. Anyone with a fancy title who believes you are something because you have a title. I'm sure he is a really nice man,with a family who loves him very mutch. That is really great. I want  him happy and healthy having a good life, but the other people deserve all that to. I believe that yes something neede to be done but slowly. Also not be added to our list of crap to pay. There has to be other ways in whitch to get money. People need to work together more, do more trading and less taking. Everything should should not be just about money,  Any way this subject always gets me going. Thats why I write and make up my own town and it's people, I take America's problems and make them better. For example gas prices in my town can't go ove 2$ a gallon, We also don't get gas the same you do, We have device that looks like a perfume sample,that is filled with a blue liquid. you fit inside the tank, it feeds of trash so to speak, it runs cars trucks and so on. It cost 13$ and works for two years. It will get you over 100 thousand miles. it's a terrific little gadget. There are many other items as well. Everyone tells me I have great ideas I just need to get a pattent. Anyway there it is for the day. 

i know i stopped writting so mutch. I have tried a couple times and it didn't take. It's also because my mom needs my computer so mutch. She sells books online. So she has to have the internet. She also has a job for thecencus thing as well. we need all the help we can get.  I should be getting a job and that sort of thing but the problem is i'm not good under pressure. i freak out and can not complete tasks. It takes along time to explain everything.  I'm one who can not stand being watched or judged by people. I am not paranoid.  For example if I worked at walmart I would have to talk with people.  I would have to be nice to people and if the smallest thing happened I would quit and not be welcome there anymore. I am very shy and backward, my feelings get hurt all the time.  I already know I am bound to be alone in my life because I can't stand people. I try to be nice but when it comes down to it I don't want to be touched by anyone. I don't hug even my own family. I shy away from hugging and that sort of thing, I find humans gross in general. I would never hurt anyone however, i just stay away from them. Some one in the world likes the folks that I don't.  My mind may change someday. I am both ways about people. but my main problems are people in general, if it was not for people I would never be maid fun of and would like things more but the way it is now is swarms of people and hearing them talk about sex and kids going to work, getting drunk.   i never understood drinking beer and sutch. People are a mess without the beer  so why drink something that messes you up more.  I don't want anyone to get hurt, I cry when I hear sad stories about people getting hurt or those who are sick. I told you I'm both ways about people. I don't want people getting hurt or killed or anything. i wish people would just be happy and kind to each other. Life is way to serious and just about money things are now no fun. It's yor born ,go to school, go to work then die.  Alot of hardship inbetween those times.  

 I love my mom very mutch, she is the best person in the world to me. She has always taken care of me. Made sure that I was happy the best she can, I have the best grandmom and a good aunt.  My dad is a drunk who only cares about himself. more to that but won't talk about. I can say i am glad not having to deal with him in over nine years.  He has also made an enemy of my brother as well. My brother would try to spend time with him. He has found out it is not worth it. I don't know really anyone on my so called dads family. Thank goodness.  His sister told me to loose ten pounds by the next time I see her. Guess what I never wen't with her again. I always felt that I was over weight but the doctors when I do go always said I was right where I needed to be. Not fat or skinny. Oh well I don't like to be judged by doctors either also can't afford to go to doctor's anyway. They tick me off anyway. Every thing is only about money. I don't have the $110 it  takes for a checkup and more if medichine is required. Dentists as well. They tell what a bad job you do that you need to brush more. I brush teeth 3 or 4 times a day and still get minor cavities. What ever. I don't go to the denist to hear what I do wrong, I go to get teeth cleaned. I just spend time outside and get made fun of.   Sometimes I do meet nice people. so to those people I thankyou for your kindness and frienship. Thanks for your words of kindness. You see I am just a normal person who just wants to fit in. Now you have it

I have not written in days, the reason being I have had problems. example I type a confession and tell it to post and it doesn't. It's like I never typed. It's been ticking me off. I don't want to bug my mom for help so i have just avoided writting.

My days have been ongoing pretty mutch the same way for a while. just watching movies, reading and doing word searches. It's been big fun. i wen't to family video to get movies and the lady wasn't very nice, so i quit going there for a bit. i don't like be treated unkind. i do understand bad days and sutch but that was not cool. I am a very easy going person ,just want to blend in the mix. So it hurts my feelings when people are snobs. The thing is they are the ones who have a problem. my favorite example I wen't into Big lots and there were a couple gus sitting on the couches they were selling. Any way they started mooing at me, and making pig noises at me. i looked at them for just a glance. they were two bigger boys that were wearing sagging pants that were below the butt, long greasy hair, may have gelled it or something, had tattoos of who knows what all over there arms. They were a disgusting sight and they were making fun of me. Pretty sad. I admitt I am not a pretty person by any means, I'm bigger set not obese or anything, My build would remind you of some one in the military and sutch. Not big but not skinny.    

As ror reading I am reading My Life In France, it is about Julia Child. It is a bunch of memories she had. It is very good. I didn't know anything about her until I saw Julia And Julia the movie. then i did research on her. So that's what I have been doing.

So again i sit in the early morning hours typing this. i can hardly sleep during night hours. truth be told i prefer to sleep during the day and be awake at night. Everything happens during the day,used to be going to school. School for me was horrible, I had all kinds of problems ende up taking courses on line to get high school diploma.  Then there is being out among people, now when every one is nice to me, no problem. it seems though everyday there is always some one to put me down, I am very soft hearted, things bother me that shouldn't. Normally there is a group of guys that will flip me off or call me all sorts of names. i don't talk to them. I talk alot on here because you can't see what i look like. that way when you see me you won't say how you dislike what i write or something.  I only go places when my mom goes, very long story with that. 

A side from that I watched movies tonight. i enjoyed The Time Traveler's Wife. Also Planet 51, and a movie called Phat Girlz. They were all good. i also saw one called Cyber Mutt. They were all good. I also wen't to the post office, why isn't that every time we come out of the there is a man who always gives us these books, they are free, and full of information,about who really runs the world, Some are church related others are just weird. He is determined that he is going to get us to read this stuff. then we shop for groceries and things. Return home then it's movie time untill I get on here. I am always out of pop to drink, it drives me crazy. So i pick it up then.  

Do you ever notice that someone will ask you how you are and then they get mad when you tell them. Or in my case I don't tell enough. If you really don't care what the says then why ask. It does not take mutch when you are in line at a store, Hi ring the stuff up, say how mutch it costs be polite,and say bye. Should not be a big deal. You should always be nice to people but don't act intrested if you are not really. So that brings this to an end I guess.

I just like to yack on here, at least that's what most people say.  

Do you ever wonder why things are the way they are, how come in some places you can see the stars better then others,  Why are we the way we are?  I mean with people what makes them so mean toward other people? For Example  your walking down the street and some yells hey fatty, Doesn't that just tick you off. I keep thinking I wanted to be born  before the time I was trade with my mom, because she was little things were cheaper, around where she grew up it wasn't as crowed as it is now, it didn't seem like there were as many cars on the road as now. Every where didn't do a credit check before they gave you a job. Also I would be past the age of having kids trying to make things work with the husband, I am not like most people who can't wait to drive, who can't wait till they can drink. I never cared. I simpley just tried to exist, going on dates,dressing up, just not my thing, funny thing is I like hearing about things from other people, like reading about a girl who just found the love of her life how happy she is.  Who decides how we are going to be , the things we are going to like.

I was up late writting stories, it got me thinking about the movie Julie and Julia. It is almost alike what Julia was doing and what I do on here. I'm not cooking my way through a cook book but I am saying my thoughts and feelings.It's kind of the same thing. I really would like to know Julia Powell better. I only know she no longer lives over a pizza place. she seems really cool. I thought it was kind of cool the way she got started. I think she still lives in Queens, New York.  There are alot of things I wonder about her, anyway.

Just a bit ago I finished a Nancy Drew book, it was very good. The Case Of The Missing Deejay.

It was really good. I still like nancy Drew Books. I didn't watch to many movies today. I read and made a charcter web for the charcters in my new story, it will be about a group of kids who go on a trip in the woods. One boy falls over a cliff,it will be up to the rest of the kids to get help. He is over 120 feet down a cliff. It will be a race against time and the elements, will he survive through the night, at first they have to find him exactly then when they do they have to keep him warm.  The clock is ticking, they realise they don't know there way back , cell phones aren't working, the best bet will be to find a road and hope some one can help them.     so there you have it.

Here is a fun thing, why is it so important to fit in. Why can't every just get along. I hate feeling judged all the time because I don't want to hang out with people. Or that I don't spend my life on a cell phone texting people and calling people. I'm still a person with a heart, I'm nice to everyone most of the time until theytick me off and even then i try to be nice. I am a loner, the only person I want to be around is my mom. Of course I don't know anybody hardly on my so called dad's side. I do have a very kind grandmom who is always there for me. I'm not really a people person, not that I even bother really. it does not seem worth the trouble really. Just being around my family and others i know I don't want kids of my own. That may change someday. But I don't want a son who when he is a teen  to smart mouth me put me down. I don't want a guy telling me when to cook meals and what to do. i would say you have two hands do it yourself.  I don't do alot of things like was  wash other peoples dishes cause they don't think it's good enough and they do it agai, why waste the water?  I find guys want to know why girls think the can do everything guys can do is because they can. Alot of the time they do better then guys. It's the same is why I wonder why guys think they can do everything in the first place. I'm not trying to be mean toward men. Alot of guys are really great, Steve Irwin, crocodile hunter was a great guy and the guys that work at the zoo. My grandfather was a really great guy, there are many others as well, to all the men who treat women kindly and stand up for those they love I'm sorry for being mean toward guys, you are the ones I respect and care about.  That got very deep all the sudden. Sorry about that. 

as  you can see my blog will be about what ever I can think of at the moment, just know that i am an easy going person, who does not want to hurt anyone's feelings. I'm not about proving points, or being better then someone elese. I know I am not better then any one elese. I have opions just like others.

Last night I was watching a show about about favorite books and things like that. I find that I like alot of books, but mostly read harlequin intrigues, Nancy Drew mysteries, the hardy boys,also people like Lisa Jackson, Debra Webb Books, Rita Herron, and Carla Cassidy as well. Just depends on the story I guess. As for the stories I write mine are some mystery related and sad sometimes to. My stories have a hero, and it is his son writes about the father he knew and loved, I think military families would really relate to my stories the best. My stories are deep and meaningful. How ever I do write all kinds of stories, one I wrote not to long ago is about a missing racecar driver, he is not the best or well known but he does have a secret that must not get out or the world of racing will come to an end. Besides writting stories i watch movies, most movies, however I avoid gory movies like Saw,ones that are bloody and nasty. i'm not putting anyone down who does like those kind of movies though.  I find it is best to always have an open mind toward everything. It keeps it fun.  Watching movies always helps me come up with my stories, that's sort of how I got started was watching the movie then coming up with a new ending for the movie. Then my writting changed to writting about more real life things.

I guess I can share a little. I am a shy and backward person. Any way I just wanted to share that I am a well traveled person. I have been to 45 states out of 5o. From the time I was six and was off during the summer my grand parents would take me for the summer, we traveled. I am very lucky in that way, They did that until I turned 13. i just didn't want to go any more. My grand father was a bright guy, you know the smart one, up at six in the morning scholl work yes even in the summer then we would sigtsee. In every state he would go to the capital buildings and musems. He tried to cram alot in. We also had lots of fun as well, like in Colorado we wen't to the chuckwagons and things. Saw the Bar D wranglers that kind of thing. My grand father tried hard to get me to see as mutch as possible.  

 He was an amazing man, he was in the miltary, he was a ham, he played the trumpet. He had alot to brag about.  He passed away two years or so ago. He had cancer. I wish He was still here, he was the closest  person to a dad I had. He was the best.  Anyway  Before he was also a teacher, he couldn't belive I wasn't to electronics.  What could I say. 

That was from when i was younger, the traveling part I mean. Now my life is not that intresting really. Writting stories is what i like to do. I talk about my stories but don' t show them to anyone. I'm not big on being judged, the way it is now, at least I write to have fun.

Hey,

This is about story writting My friend and I have a whole other world set up. What I have done is created a way in witch I want to live. I have made up a town called Freeland. Freeland decided to become it's own place seperating it's self from the rest of the United states. The government is set up differently as well. In Freeland things are very different, for one thing the government sends each house hold an allowance plus they get pay checks as well. Health care is free.  See the doctors there are really there to help people. They don't take money for seeing a patient. You only pay for treatment whitch is then payed for by the government. Also there are cupons that allow discounts to the people. The gas stations are not allowed to charge over $2 a gallon. They make most of the money from tourists that come. They have there own military and it is highly trained. The people all work together. Any field that is free goes to the tree hugers, there are no alleys,where people can hide, the people are always nice, because the person you serve dinner may turn out to be your doctor or something. Freeland is what I wish our world was like, a place that just is not all about money, it's about keeping people happy, healthy. It's about enjoying life. It's a special spot for people to go and be happy. things are taken care of ,most of the time for free. Or you get the money back later. You just have to let the governor know your problems, his motto is How can I make this a better place for you. 

My stories are about real life, I take real life problems and turn them around. I also do other writting as well, mysteries, and sutch. Not really fairy tales or anything. Alot of people won't like my stuff to mutch because there are no vanpires or werewolfs.  I am open minded and try those stories but Idon't write them.